I had a lightbulb moment just this week, though, when I was trolling Facebook...Deborah Riley-Magnus posed a question on her page about writing...
Is your writing production cyclical? Do you write more at a certain time of the day or week or year? Are the patterns clear, or are the cycles random? My writing seems to cycle twice a year from inspiration to finish.
All my teachings have been that to be a writer you must write and it's like a muscle, you have to exercise it...and that's what I believed. Having said that, I now have five books published, so I know, in that context, I am a writer. I can acknowledge that. I'm not saying I'm a good writer, but for all intents and purposes, I can claim I'm a writer. I write, therefore I am.
I suddenly relaxed about what I thought was a problem.
Low and behold, the moment I relaxed about it all - the ideas began to flow more freely...so I'm not going to worry about getting them down on paper just yet...I'm happy to let them stew.
As long as they keep coming, I'm happy!